Maybe need some help

Claim to be the world's latest major discoverer where that is a lot about math. But am sure for others is not about what I claim but others certify where relevant people have not. Yet the major results themselves and my other ideas pull attention regardless which is the web difference. So am regardless already globally known, wow.

But that hasn't helped me with basics, like making a living, so am depending on community resources. And readily talked a recent eviction which was not fun! Actually was humiliating. So yeah financial pressure is pushing me to step out of my comfort zone.

Have been working on it. So far haven't figured it out.

And I like figuring things out on my own. But finally am accepting there is just too much information I do not have with this situation.

Used Twitter to scan the web recently in a process I know how to do, which is not easy to explain. In essence I can use what I call probe tweets to gather data from around the planet. That revealed no conspiracy against ME, but helped me figure out some things against broader groups, and posted my analysis not long ago. Here is just one post that kind of covers things I guess.

Much went well as figured out race and put out solutions, spread out to be safe, including on this blog, like with this post. And also figured out some things around deliberate underpay which yeah focuses on plenty of folks including women, and solutions are in process. But is taking too long for my tastes. There is minor pushback going on now which is futile.

Within a decade people will wonder that there was ever a problem around race, the gender wage gap will be gone in most advanced countries, and a few other things. Am sure will be lots of other problems and climate change will be worse though.

But when am I going to make some money? Need to figure out how to make a living. Oh, so what does that have to do with anyone else? Well is a situation where some people...I'm not sure.

Should anyone else even care? Am destined to be one of the most famous humans of all time. (Really? Huh? Seems so wacky and why? Oh, figured out some things. Ok. Really? Huh?) I invented my own math discipline. Am personally solving vast problems others thought intractable in social areas. And can just change the world on any given day when I get the urge. (God help us. God help me, please.)

Maybe being kept in check monetarily is a good thing. Hey is that what the world decided? My analysis is, no. THAT would at least make sense. Is something else going on.

Regardless am now in process of ending the agent system within the entertainment industry as it existed. As have noted often enough, money people scare me so am looking to end systems where people get a percentage on work of others.

You should EARN your own way. And be paid exactly the value of work that YOU do and no more.

Those are the easy things to do. So far have not noticed evidence anyone is doing anything that can even pause the process.

But how do I make money? Now THAT continues to be a hard problem. But why? I keep asking and still do not have a good answer.

Is not just about lack of certifying authority with my most potent ideas either. Maybe is...something else. Maybe the help I need is an objective analysis from someone else.

But if you insult me? And I notice? I will end your life as you've known it. Please do try if you wish and doubt me. That is an area where am well practiced.

Ok that was a bit harsh. Guess am kind of sensitive, especially when consider how rare it is these days for me to come across anything insulting. And besides how real is my ability in that area anyway? But yeah have had LOTS of practice. Comes with the territory as the saying goes.

Where also making myself admit: got much quiet when went broke. Definitely helps with doing research and figuring things out without distractions.

Still some of that is sad, how many people distanced from me, when I wasn't even asking for anything. Can be great just to be around people who support you without asking for a thing, if they support you. And family should. But wasn't like was surprised by who, you know? Just disappointed.

And AM scared of the money people. Look relentlessly for stories about folks who suffered greatly as pressured to keep making the money, making the money, making the money, even if they were dying inside and out.

Have dodged so much this way. Shouldn't I be honest? Yeah I should, so put it down in writing. Am I asking questions where really am struggling convincing myself to want the answers?

Yeah but am also ready for change I tell myself. Not all people are vicious money people desperate to use and abuse creative people for every penny they can get out of them? Of course.

There are lots of decent folks. But how many are money people, eh?

Is there a way to make money without money people if you're someone like me? Anybody got an answer there?


James Harris